Why HNM LS's are stressful

I think Ive come to the conclusion that the only way I can ever be successful in a HNM/dynamis LS is if it was with Mooglearmy. I really like SOTL and I love doing missions and shit with them...but I do not appreciate them tryin to throw down a guilt trip on me. Theres been like 5 people send me a message since ive gone back to FFXI tryin to get me back...and when I tell them I dont have the time, I hear shit bout it. I shouldnt have to be forced to do anything I dont wanna do. If that means I cant have any AF2 or good gear...well, then, it def sucks...but I do perfectly fine with all the gear that Ive got. Those of u who arent in a HNM LS, in my opinion, are lucky! U dont have to deal with the stress, the competition, the pressure....can come and go as u please...and be done with it. Being in a HNM LS takes too much of ur FFXI and real life time...and i dunno bout any of u...but Id rather be in MoogleArmy then any of the HNM LS's ive been in...and I personally enjoy having a social life. lol. With that being said, I am going to once again be a full-time member of the MoogleArmy. It kinda sux cuz of all the time and offort I put in SotL, and they did help me get my Ying Yang robe...but I can't deal. Maybe later when Im not havin as much real life stuff going on I will be back into HNM'ing/dynamis'ing. Summer time is here...and i wanna enjoy it before we get that nasty cold weather again! Well, that's all I got for today! See you all soon...most likely on MoogleArmy!
PS- sorry bout not havin any pics this time...kinda didnt take any. =)
-Vampslayer

I'm back bitches!

Well hello everyone!
Sorry its been so long....and omg how Ive missed u all! I think im all settled in my new place though! Yay for me! Ok, so even though I havent had much time to blog or hang out with my awesome LS pplz, anytime I did come on ive been focusing on ranger. I managed to get all my AF due to some awesome LS mates. Thanx again for helpin me on that pplz! So last night I finally hit lvl 58...which means that I can FINALLY wear my Ranger body AF that ive been wanting for such a long time! I look soooo kick ass. Cant wait till lvl 60...ill be all pimpin in my RNG AF. =) Ok, just so ya'll know ahead of time...im planning to write a lot in this particular blog....so it'll prob be like 5 pages long. lol. Well, not 5...but its all good. I just got so much i wanna talk about! Ok, one thing I got on my mind right now...last night Hou (he's got such a long name, so I just call him Hou for short) told me about a video he posted on youtube the other day....and I feel famous! Im in it!!! Yay for me! lol...granted its only like 2 lil scenes...but im still famous! Oh, and im in the background when we we're killing a demon as well! LoL. Anyway, while I was on the youtube website, which i generally dont use very often, I couldn't hear any volume. Apparently he had music going on in the background and it wasnt working. Does anyone reading this know what I need to do to get that working properly? Cuz yea, Im sure it woulda been like 10 times beter with music! It's been an ongoing issue with me that ive tried to do anything with youtube, and i am sick of it! lol. Ok, new topic now...im gonna post some pictures of me as my Ranger wearin my AF! I look like a thug with a hat thats got a pott leaf on it. LoL...fits me purrrrrfectly...*winks* lol. Speaking of which...*lights a bowl* LoL, jk! or not...who knows. =P I know, Im evil. lol. So lets see, what else has been going on...Oh yea, i wanna thank all the guys that helped me get my Monastic Cavern coffer key the other day. Listen to how cool my LS mates are...i had friends come over and drag me out of the house pretty much...i left my character on in a pt and they got me the coffer key while i was afk! OMG i love u all! Its been a few weeks, so I dont remember who exactly was there....but I know for a fact Jean, Cold, and a few others were there....u guys rawk my sawks. <3
-Maryza